Niclectic is Paraplegic

Funny, one other word that sounds like Niclectic is Paraplegic ( a person afflicted with paraplegia, lower half of the body is paralyzed) sounds like my current condition, no, not my health condition, but rather my life- half is paralyzed, I'm stuck.

It's pathetic to think I'm old, but not too old, to be thinking of a career shift, from a graphic artist to an anesthesiologist or a postdoctoral research analyst, huh?

What would you do if you think your life seems to be running smoothly on a certain goal, then suddenly you got bored traveling that straight pavement then suddenly you started walking off road - off-the-road? 

Heard an old music on the FM radio this afternoon, with the lyrics: "You got to follow your road" repeated 3-6 times. (will try to google the proper title and the artist)

So, You got to follow your road, what road would it be? how would you know its your road? does this road exclusively travelled by one person? do you have to share it with another person?

What to do? what to do? seems I'm paralyzed, stuck as of this moment. Hope I could be able to walk that road soon or soonest.